LAST PRAYERS

MY DEAREST MOTHER ELAINE ELIZABETH, I NEVER LOVED YOU ENOUGH, DID NOT SEE ENOUGH OF YOUR BEAUTY OR GOODNESS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, HAVE MERCY, PRAY FOR ME I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT YOU FOR SOON YOU WILL BE WITH THE LORD OF LIFE AND I WILL HAVE TO WALK ALONE...LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER CHRISTINE

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Kirby 13 Sep 2009

I am fascinated by the way you visualy celebrate the time you are spending in this short pause before eternity, the treasures of your heart made open for all to see, the many fasceted and inumerable aspects of each gift you share freely, truly a rare and beutiful thing, in this moment I am touched even to tears, my wife, my tru love in this earth left to be with Jesus a year last mothersday, I am still sad and lonely for her, but I did discover that the heart strings stay bound and that the love never leaves, you are on my heart , you have been for a while now, since I first discovered your faith,and now in my prayers also, there is no distance in the spirit, so I am sending you a hug! you know what, if you want to E-mail me, I know what this feels like, we both know the truth of it, but it's still nice to talk to somebody, I'm no perfect saint but I love Jesus too, you know, if it helps I mean just write.

Artist Reply: I suffer beyond words in many ways not just with the knowledge of my Dear Mothers soon to be passing from this world, the sorrow goes well beyond that into most of my family relationships, the unforgiveness that wells within hearts and the judgement of the past looms in the present, hearts are hardened in my life and people who have told me that they love me have turned on me and seem to want to torment me, one who just said they loved me with their whole heart has also decided to dedicate their love to someone else, I have lost much this past year, these past 3 years...my pets, my loves and my sisters faith, I am not perfect but I have tried to love them all and failed them in ways they wish to not forgive...I have tried to explain to them, they have hurt me too, but I have been banned from them in different ways. I really only have my mother, we have lived a hell on earth for many years. I need the Lord Jesus Christ to help me, to lift me up, to give me wisdom, strength, to say and do the right things. If I hurt others, or said the wrong things at times I have tried to be better, but now I am in this place of aloneness, I am alone and suffer greatly, am torn and shaken to the core, find it hard to walk, to move, to sleep, to think at peace. What is it that you want or wish from me? I am alone, really I am. I can hardly function and have no real friend to hold me if I cry...what is it you wish me to do? I am confused and lost. I need a person here with me to help me, but can not just open my life to people I do not know...I do not know what will be done to me next. I am afraid, the darkness closes in and the cold winter winds come...I can not tell you how I will live. I post these images to help bring light to the reality of love and death and our failures, to try to help someone see that time is short no matter what stage of life we are in and hope is only in Christ all else fails and dissappoints. I need a Miracle, some kind of supernatural happening or esle I will die and really do not want to live...God Bless you.

Ronald Levesque 13 Sep 2009

Very Beautiful...and very moving. Christine-you and your family are in my prayers.

Nira Dabush 13 Sep 2009

Very beautiful ceremonial photo, dear Chris & Elaine. Another scene from the movie of your life. You love your mother , like how you know to love, Chris.. You're doing a fine project with her. It's forgiveness time in Israel, by the way. I'm sure your mother love you. Sometimes Farewells start before time, I guess... I think its better, to make a farewell easier. May your mother be with you, as much as possible in best way. God bless you two, for your love. LOVE THIS PHOTO. LOVE from here.. NIRA.

Stanley Layman 12 Sep 2009

Grand composition!