Never give up in what you believe in. Set a goal then deliver it to your heart and soul. Then any day can be fulfilled. Maybe I don't have alot of finished products at this moment and that's o.k. I know I will succeed. At one time I was such a perfectionist and got nothing done at all. Now as long as I do it is what counts for me to keep my sobriety. I cannot handle too much at all with many mental disorders and a high level of anxiety but I hang in there and just take it as it comes. If I feel like it I draw. If I can't I don't say I should. I need space to work. I must suclude myself from the worlds presence to perform with out distractions. So soon I will have money and will invest it for what I need.... Then I can laugh and play in the clay is all I want to do.... maybe paint my way through barriers of sin but I know at the end that I will win.