poooo, long time no update! nothing much to update except this one though, i must attend to SATIIs and APs first, since tey're so much more important than ART *vomits and wipes mouth* ok :) anyway, this image came to me when i was feeling, well, i wish i had a relationship with a guy that isn't a total bastard like the ones i try to become friends with, and i sketched it out . . . i think green is my psychic love color. every time i envision something about guy/girl romance there's always this desaturated, light greenish glow/aura to the whole image, i suppose green is for newness, but the subuded quality of the green i see probably suggests the elusiveness and fantasy of the whole idea of romance. (lame attempt at psychoanalysis) this pic wasn't supposed to turn out green, it just kinda . . . did after i messed around with the background, so i guess, i am doomed to see green. here's the description i used for this pic from another webpage, cuz i'm lazy: "have you ever felt like you needed to be in somebody's arms, to be so close to someone and the warmth from the embrace melts away the coldness of the world? if it seems like i don't know what i'm talking about, you're right. i'm not too into romantic stuff so even my cliches are half-a$$ed BS. But this is what i saw when i was thinking about my dream guy . . . but i haven't met him yet . . . so i don't know what he looks like (he's hidden his face from me the hag. so it's not like i COULD draw him . . . i dunno what he looks like . . . )"